it feels good in my body, right now.

it's nearly christmas. & christmas-break.

but i'm not longing for it. because I know

I won't be doing much. so i'll just be

bored & that is no fun.

-

listening to suede_to the birds

I am writing a autobiography.

& it is not good. but I don't care.

watched 'brothers' yesterday & it was

good. a bit tense though,

because Tobey Maguire was tense &

a bit frightening.

I suggest it though. it was

good. but tense.

-

listening to nothing at the moment.

obsessions in my head

don't connect with my intellect.

I am to eat 'julmat' tomorrow. it is a

wee bit too early. but the thought of

me eating 'julmat' earlier than every

one els is wonderful. though I have to

go to Stockholm to do it. but I like

Stockholm, so it is ok.

-

lissstening to my 1:ors conversation

about online games.

I'm aching to see my heroine.

I can't stop listening to their new

album. & the thought of me never

to see them live again,,, IT HURTS

MY HEART.  

well hopefully they will like

remember that I sat in the same room

as they were playing, so they might like :

brett :"ooh, do you remember the girl sitting in

the public? we have to go back

to sweden just for her!"

& all the other members agree ofcourse,

& I will live happily ever after.

HAHA.

-

listening to suede

I am utterly & secretly in love. with brett anderson. & by me

writing it here, it's no secret anymore.

*

unbeautiful.